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[Jul. 6th, 2009|05:50 pm] |
i want to study but after being displaced from my room which actually wasn't my room but i'm using it or was while andrew was in uni but now he's back i'm displaced out and all my books and stuff are jammed into one shelf on the black bookshelf outside the bathroom.every single time i want to study i need to dig out the relevant book and then i need to sit at the dining table (which i absolutely hate studying at because it brings back memories of primary school trauma) and then i need to go back upstairs to dig out my book.now i know i only have 3 bloody months,if not less,to my O levels,and it's bloody hard to think of studying without thinking of slacking.i spent the whole bloody afternoon asleep like some slacker.4 hours down the drain,i know i sound like some calculative elite school prick,and all,but it's bloody impossible to get my 4 hours a day of solid study,what with school and all,and bloody heck,i need to get at least 16 or i'm screwed big time for the rest of my life,not to mention if i fail my Os i'll definitely be the family black sheep this time forever.
now i know i shouldn't be complaining,especially since i'm the one being overjoyed about andrew chu's one week return,but it's just hard to adjust.and i can't ask him to stay in another room because it's his old room right?i feel like one of those displaced thrown out tenants from HDB flats they didn't pay rent for.
so well,time to try and study at the good ol' retro dining table.feels like primary school again.
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